Last year on this date I never thought I'd get over the pain and grief I was experiencing. Not physical pain, but the emotional pain and sadness.
Today marks the one year anniversary of losing our 2nd baby, Dorothy Grace.
We learned on March 3rd our baby had died; it was on this date last year our baby's physical body was born.
I never thought I would feel good again. I never thought I could endure a pregnancy again.
Light at the end of the tunnel? Nope. I was so sad and felt so betrayed by God.
He strengthened me, though, and here we are again today-I am 33 weeks pregnant, and we are about to welcome our 3rd baby into this world. God had blessed us with another son.
Today was not hard as I expected it to be. In memory of our baby, we bought some flowers and put out the picture we were able to take.
I am grateful for already having an angel in heaven. I still miss that baby, but knowing he/she is with God brings me great peace. It's what all parents strive for, right?
I would like to share my picture of our 2nd baby. Please be cautious and considerate before commenting. Keep in mind I miscarried at 16 weeks, but the doctor said they baby digressed in growth back to about 11 weeks gestation. Cause of death was Trisomy 18. There are deformities-I know that. But e very child is a gift. Look at the features-and around 11 weeks gestation!