9 a.m. tomorrow morning I have an ultrasound. I am 16 weeks, 5 days.
There is a VERY good chance the technician will be able to tell us what we're having, and I really hope to find out!
Boy or girl?
Girl or boy?
Most of this pregnancy I've been all "this better be a girl!".
I admit, I would like to see what it'd be like to have a daughter.
But lately, I've felt strongly it's another boy, and that has really started to appeal to me, too.
I mean, I have 2 adorable boys already. Why not a 3rd?!
And yes, saying "my 3 sons" puts a smile on my face.
I know how to "do" boys. I have boy clothes, boy toys. I'm used to it.
Then the thought of a girl.
A large part of me thinks this could be our last one. With 2 losses to our history, aiming for more than what we've got doesn't seem practical. It's in God's hands, of course, but who knows what the future holds.
IF I knew for sure this was our last baby, then I'd be more hopeful specifically for a girl.
I guess what I'm saying is, either way, it's good.
Give me healthy, of course.
After that, we'll take what we've got. ;)